{"id":33230,"date":"2020-03-27T06:00:57","date_gmt":"2020-03-27T10:00:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/carolinanewsandreporter.cic.sc.edu\/test\/?p=33230"},"modified":"2020-03-27T16:02:57","modified_gmt":"2020-03-27T20:02:57","slug":"i-never-wanted-to-talk-about-this-now-all-i-do-is-listen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/carolinanewsandreporter.cic.sc.edu\/test\/i-never-wanted-to-talk-about-this-now-all-i-do-is-listen\/","title":{"rendered":"I never wanted to talk about this. 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Soon, I felt at home walking into the <\/span>University of South Carolina journalism school <span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">with my morning coffee for my 9-5 p.m. shift in the Senior Semester capstone program.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I put off decorating my desk, <\/span>unlike many<span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> of my coworkers who had done <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">so<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> early on in the semester. Maybe it was out of forgetfulness or laziness, but by some stroke of luck, I remembered to bring some important personal belongings in<\/span> <span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">on<\/span> <span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">March 6. I wanted my desk to look like home the way that it began to feel like home. That turned out to be my last day in the newsroom.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I didn\u2019t like talking about coronavirus when I left to go on spring break, but now it feels like <\/span>that is<span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> all anyone talks about.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Today, one of my best friends is quarantined with his parents at his home in Delaware because they may have the disease. \u00a0I had a conversation with one of my best friends in Columbia and told him I couldn\u2019t see him because he may have been exposed to the coronavirus. The reality of the situation has set in and I regret not taking this seriously at first. But who knew this was going to happen?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I, along with many people I know, lost my job in the restaurant industry because the small deli I worked for couldn\u2019t handle the loss of revenue. Small businesses and big businesses alike seemed as unprepared as many were for something like this to happen.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In the beginning of March it felt like the coronavirus could never catch me. At the time it seemed like I was too young and healthy to concern myself with this when the rest of life hadn\u2019t slowed down. As March drew on I realized that COVID-19 was very fast; must faster than I could run.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I drove home to Delaware to get a shoulder evaluation for surgery on March 9 before Delaware had any confirmed COVID-19 cases. On March 11, after I had left Delaware to return <\/span>to my college apartment,<span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> the first confirmed case in the state caused the University of Delaware to shut down. I was escaping the virus for now, but where was I supposed to go?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Shortly after, the NBA season was postponed and UofSC\u2019s spring break was extended. I knew life wasn\u2019t normal anymore. When I got back to Columbia there were no cases of COVID-19 in South Carolina, but it didn\u2019t feel that way. I was running faster than the virus for a little, but now I was sedentary and it was going to catch me the way it had caught so many.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The situation changed. It was no longer a question of where the virus was going to spread, but when and who it would spread to. Everything from school closures to widespread event cancellations felt unprecedented even when I asked people much older than myself. 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